“Two worlds intermingled there; from two opposite poles came the day and the night.”

The start of the novel introduces a dichotomy between the concepts of “good” and “bad,” which establishes Sinclair’s coming-of-age journey. By revealing how his childhood perception of the world exists within two spheres, the novel suggests that his character development will be focalized around these concepts. This passage also introduces Sinclair’s serious and succinct yet curious tone, especially as he accepts his shadow self.

“On good days, when the air was bright and my conscience clear, I was often delighted to play with my sisters, to behave well with them and see myself in a good, noble light.”

Sinclair’s image implies he feels the most connected to the lighter, or “good,” world when playing with his sisters, but his claim that he only plays with them on “good days” implies that he can only take part in the lighter world when he feels he is “good” himself. As a child, Sinclair believes he can only exist as good or bad and that these characteristics cannot exist within an individual at the same time.

“The essential inner line of our destiny consists of these invisible experiences. Such cracks and tears heal, they grow back together and are forgotten, but down in our most secret recesses, they continue to live and bleed.”

When discussing the consequences of his lie in the first chapter, Sinclair’s narrative voice illustrates how this experience impacts his identity across time and place. Although this moment is painful for him as a child, his reflective